The pressure is ON

SO I GET 26 OVER 30 FOR MY ENGLISH ORAL TEST !

It was heart-breaking really to be honest but i accept it with an earnest heart of mine.
27 was the only highest marks that Puan Loghes could gave students in my class. Im satisfied and happy ;) . As i said before,the pressure is on. My life appear to be sucky lately. Syllabus in school are getting brutal day by day, homework are pilling up and my personal life now has been disrupt.

My mind is rumple and exams are around the corner. How am I suppose to overcome these problems? Im terrified. Im not just facing issues at school, it even doubles up when i reach home. Things are not quite as you expected sometimes. In just hours, you are learning and having fun at school with dear friends and the next you reached home and get lecture by parents. Friendship is falling apart these days, its depressing watching them fight among themselves and its hard to be in the centre of an argument with two of your bestfriends.Relationship between the 'boyfriend' is TENSE. Nowadays he seems to feel left out which i dont think ive ever made him feel that way. Grr can life get any worse? Nothing is working out, every little things have fall to pieces.

I need alot of strength and courage to deal this. I'd just hope and pray for a better tomorrow and wash away

all my mourning. May happiness embrace me soon.