Moving forward

Ive been feeling upset for the last two, three days..

Eventhough im feeling BUMMED,I never let any drop of tears fall on my cheek. Im not as weak as that. As i told before, I should have see this coming. I should deny every feeling i had for him. My throat is truly dry due to lack of drinking water these days.It makes me feel feeble. Every text i received from him makes me wonder, was he telling the truth or was he just faking himself?

I have no idea and to be honest, I really don't want to know. I should conceal this feeling of mine. As if it never happen. It seems we had just lost our genuine lovely friendship over this. I should deny it all in the first place..yes I should. Ahh screw this. And if you are reading this, just to let u know it hurts me more than it hurts you.

I won't let this issue apall me so today I watch teevee (: . American Idol
I just love my man Anoop and Chris ! Their performances did make my sorrows swept away.

Have i mention im going to this Seni Teater lawatan to Istana Budaya? Yeah im GOOOING !
Its at night pulak tue ! Weee (:
We're gonna watch a teater. The actresses yang I kenal pun are Vanidah Imran & Nasha Aziz.

God i can't wait. Teater at night with superb friends, hopefully la kan have dinner together haha, I know i can be really 'syok sendiri'. And i might go to Lagoon this Sunday for my sister's birthday with her friends and my dearly cousins.

I know, DOUBLE THE YAAAY (; !

OH OH I totally love this quote :

'If life gives you one reason to cry, show life you have 100 reasons to smile.'