Hello.

Supposed to be studying but I can't...open...the...reference books Too...many...facts...to...memorize! I'm gonna die if I don't study T_T.


Okay so Im blogging now. I did kinda neglect this blog for awhile. Busy with school and holidays. I had a good Raya this year. O.K la. Duit pun banyak jugak, hee ! Raya felt weird without one of my cousin , Maryam. God I miss her wacky fuhney act. Playing fire crackers without her was not so fun. I hope she'll do well in Jordan, love you cous ! My relationship with my cousins are very close. The intimacy and bonding are great between me & them (: Bim bam boom is going to be october soon, left with one month only until SPM. SPM is screaming at me right now unless I don't bury my face deep, deep into the many pages of my history economy agama books. Sigh. Okay, now SPM just shattered my eardrums -_- .

Im stressed, yes I am. Ugh , anyway when its about raya , its mainly about forgive all the wrongdoings of a someone. Some of my friends come up to me and ask me to forgive the 'enemies' and forget all the past. Well , for me I have set my mind that eventhough raya its all bout forgiveness, that doesn't change the fact what happen between me & them. I will not forgive them , hate em , don't even want to be friends AGAIN with em , and I want to FORGET them. This only emphasize on them.

People might say im cold, but wtever , thats me . And honestly, sometimes random people just make me pissed off and mad. Well, yeah, I usually have a reason to be mad, and it always, always have something to do with rudeness. Why must people be so rude, anyway? Its freaking annoying. Ya'll should stop hokey pokin' your nose in my personal life , get a life of your own.

Life sucks sometimes , you just need to be ready to overcome it (:

OH OH I have this irritating teeny weeny white ulcer under my tongue , gehh and Im downloading the new season of The Hills now. yay for moi

Its love. .

And baba I hope you get well soon, I love you so much. May sickness go away. Im always there praying and support you no matter what.

-FIN-