Licence

GOD . . .

How I wish you could help me now. . Im wedged in facing this problem . I can't get a job coz my parents wants me to work with them by doing chores around the house , cook for my dear sisters & me ofcourse. Adding all up . . .750$ by the end of a month. Im okay with that (:
Back to the problem-that-keeps-popping-in-my-head is . . .


FREAAAAKINNNNG LICEEENCE !

As much as I want to drive on a road and head to shopping malls to shop and feel free . . Im quite scared. I hate the word accident, I hate it. . just hate it. Ughh , may god give me the strength to face this and get on the wheel with confidence, amin . Other than that, I miss the rain. Sigh. Its very warm today . But luckily its not as hot as the days in May, June and July before this. God , those days were so hot and there were barely any clouds up in the blue sky ! Anyway, yeah, its a very warm day today , and I don't know why but I just love seeing thick white clouds dominating the sky. Haha .

Anyway , Im tired of going out these days. Maybe too much of going out . Keep feeling tired easily . I prefer to be my own company , actually . I find myself content and somewhat calm when Im by myself , listening to the songs in my sister's laptop , just lie down and daydream, hee. Thats what I did this morning . I lay myself down at the living hall with the surroundings scented mum's aromatherapy and read a book , and occasionally I close the book and daydream for awhile. With the cool morning weather which I loved, and the green grass and green plants that were fixed within my eyesight , I was feeling happy and calm.

Tomorrow will be going off to Kuantan for family holiday . Yesterday went out with miss Ainaa , Norhana & Asma. Ice skating was not that easy for me ! I was like a giraffe trying its very best to skate. I also had fun going out with boyfie , it was lovely ♥ . And ughh , the day i went out with my friends , I'll keep meeting grossy bitchy nemesis . God , Ihateyou. Its like everyday she went out to Pyramid, like desperate much. What a SKANK !

I better start packing for tomorrow . Will be packing loads and loads of stuffs . .

Can't wait to soak my feet in the sand and enjoy the blue breath-taking view of Pahang's beach ♥

-FIN-