I dont know what Ive done.
Everything is just a big mess.
Right this very moment, sometimes I regret.
Too regret.
Ive never wanted a relationship.
Promise myself to actually not go through that very same stupid love phase again.
Where you find yourself getting hurt.
Feel awful.
Being cheated.
Being played like a stupid stuff toy.
So tonight is just not my night.
Im not looking forward on anything anymore.
Might as well, let it go.
Probably its a sign of letting it go its the best solution.
Im probably not ready.
Not prepare.
Probably immature.
Has a thought of a little girl. A kid maybe he would say.
Whatever.
I dont want to get hurt.
Not again.
Maybe it was too early.
He can say whatever he wants. I dont care.
What I do care right now,
I dont want this eeenie meniee heart of
mine get broken again.
Yes im sick of it.
Im not perfect.
You can search others who are more likely perfect in a way you want them to be.
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